it all started when i went over to anutie pauline's hse.. they had lion dance.. and i went deaf for a period.. then, i got smacked rite in the face, at my rite eye by some flying vegetables.. those which they use while they use during the performance of the lion dance.. then, everyone tried to ease the whole thg by saying i will strike 4D soon.. wtf.. i hav no wish for such thgs.. y dun u stand there and i smack u with tt and tell u u r gg to strike 4D soon..man.. i felt like gg out rite at tt instance..
then, lucas was crying in the car all the way fr airport to our hse.. how i wish i nv "volunteer" to wanna bring him out.. now, i will nv bring him out, nv in my whole life le.. unless i noe there is someone who can be there to tame him, and tt is aka, my brother, his father..
ok, i guess tt;s abt all.. i juz wanted to blog to vent out all my anger..
it's really nv abt the pain, it abt the shame..
i finally understood wat it means today
bye.for.now.jess
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