for: my ah gong

blogging at this time, it juz feels different..

was sleeping when mama came in and told me ah gong juz passed away.. was planning to visit him at the hospital after my b2b pres tmr.. haven had the time to go c him.. cos of all the projs and presentations.. come to think of it, some thgs cant wait.. if u miss this chance, u may lose it forever..

not sure y ah gong left so abruptly.. as in, he is feeling weak le, but he seems fine in the hospital.. started to eat.. but not sure y, started to stop eating again.. did he choose not to eat on purpose, or? this i will nv noe..

was young when i always frequently ah gong's place.. remember ah gong was a teacher at some vocational institute, ITE as we noe now.. he will buy me stuff.. i will nv forget the rice he cooked.. he always hav the capabilities to cook it til the rice is juz cooked. it;s hard, but u cant complain it;s not cooked.. think it;s juz nv put in enuf water.. and bak gua to go along with the rice, so i can swallow my food.. cos can psycho myself to say it;s the bak gua..

ah gong could nv rem us.. as in, not sure if he noes who's who.. but i will always call out loud to him.. "ah gong!!" guess he will be thinkin, how come my grand-daughter like tt.. muahaha.. i nv fail to "surprise" him..

to ah gong: we will take care of ourselves.. bye bye ah gong..

无言的应对

早知道我们就在一起

另一边的草坪应该会比这里好吧！

希望你会应此而感到比较快乐吧！

我也会的。。。

fallen... BUT NOT CONQUERED!!! (part 3)

yes.. majority of us are felling low battery now..

"charge up ur battery or u will lose your work.."

my grp mates are really feeling the heat le..

nee is struggling between red bull, ppt and watever shit we are still hanging..

pei is the CD (creative director).. so she's hanging hard with all the aplications in MS 2007, fascinated with all the shit within.. haha.. and did i say she didn back-up a copy of the bloody PIM ppt.. so ya.. all the shit tt follows, jess is too tired to explain, much less type it out..

jess... as for me.. all the conclusion, exec sum.. other shits tt r flowing ard, i'm doing.. so ya.. alot of cursing ans swearing gg on within me.. think my heart is so overworked these days.. cos gotta "gek" within.. sure to get "lai xiong" soon..

lin is sick again.. first gastric flu, now swollen eyes.. she said she saw GH without underwear!!! muahaha.. nah i noe she's juz kidding.. it's a way for her to cover up her unhealthy habit of viewing porn.. opps... she's so gg to kill me.. if she can read this blog with her swollen eyes... shit.. i'm so gg to get it fr her...

and as usual.. ms tan always fall aslp on her lappy.. cannot like tt ms tan.. later u will neck ache one.. take care ya.. less red-bull-ing ard ya..

ok.. it;sback to more wk le.. haiz.. the sad life of a RMIT student..

bye.for.now.jess

THE STORY OF IGNITIONS

i decided to leave a note here, but starting on proj again.. cos SIM is nv only abt projects..

IT'S ALL ABOUT FRIENDSHIPS

entered sch in Aug 2005.. never really noe wat to hope for, cos i'm all alone.. came to heard that yilin and yating will be in the same course.. excited at first.. but worries too.. same class in JC, but never really had the chance to talk to them proper.. so.. it;s the start of a budding frenship..

came to noe Yupei.. it juz spark off.. we were known to each other as B1 and B2.. i cant imagine we cld hav the telepathy tt we share.. after all, we were strangers b4 coming to SIM..

it's never the duration we noe each other..

it's the bond we share tt matters..

subsequently, we got to noe Gang hao, Nee, Dar and Yan.. GH and Nee played a big part.. later members to the grp, their existences prove to be a difference..

it;s not how late u came into my life
it;s how ur presence shook my life

we were a grp.. we were like a package.. the joke of employing us as a package, and we can complete a proj for the company.. each of us came to noe wat each is gd at.. when proj came, it's auto allocation of wk..

i will do the SWOT, PEST, 4Ps with lin, pei and ting..

any adobe, ting will be in charge..

any editing, it's me and lin..

any positioning map, comp anaylsis, it's GH's part

lastly, Pei will do the impt alignment, appendix.. and of cos, Referencing.. (cos it;s dsmn impt, will affect 1 grade ok~)

we endured the stress and competition instilled by others, esp, Cosama.. how we "enjoyed". we always had a way to deal with them.

all sorts of pain, we stand strong..

next to each other

me, pei and lin got to wk tgt.. different wkplace at first, we managed to endure big bullies in wk tgt.. seperated across miles, fr Eunos to Thomson, we stayed connected thru the phone.. when big bully struck, we comfort each other thru msgs...

we got to wk tgt.. we played tgt, pull tricks on policemen.. how we turn the whole place upside down.. sorry, to the home team pple.. we didn mean to be so "naughty" it's all for the fun of it..

work is tough, but with u..
it makes life easy

lastly, we share each other;s impt days tgt..

boyfrens, break-ups, birthdays...
treasures the times we shared..

bye.for.now.jess

wat happen on thu, 13 may 2008

web-camed with jac last nite.. told her i thot she looked fresh.. perhaps the air in england is much fresher than here in s'pore.. muahaha...

thanks for the care and concern.. everyone in s;pore is fine.. no worries ya.. when u return fr england, i would hav finish my exams.. and on my way to graduation, officially.. all the yes of slogging over books, projs and exams.. the day has come.. somewat sad, but somewat happy..

unknown of wat to expect.. will there be lots of meanies in the outside world.. but, u nv try, u nv noe.. haven really thot of wat i wanna be as yet.. i guess i will be a lost sheep for a while, before committing to somethg..

was attending gan's class yesterday.. for once, i thot she's nice.. she "Xerox" (according to how m fong wld say) the cse study for us when she realised we didn zap our notes... i really hate this concept of zapping notes.. i noe, we are undergrads now le, hav to do zapping of notes ourselves.. but the webbie keeps "under maintenance".. it;s like.. argghhhh not again!!!

anyway she zap our cases for us.. felt touched.. she told us how to drink bailey.. cos meishan's grp mate brought bailey to sch.. so cheong rite? i noe.. B2B class almost became Bailey to Bailey... and i presented for my grp yesterday, cos nee was not in top form.. thanks pei, for being with me when we went to the "shooting ground".. but we didn get "shooted" as much as pei did last wk.. thanks again..

放下未必自私...

苦苦撑着才是自私的行为

放下，才能知道撑着的痛苦，
放下，才能知道解脱的自由

呼吸的空气一定会是新鲜的

bye.for.now.jess

bon voyage on superstar virgo

i finally uploaded the photos le!!! so happy...
now, let's look thru the photos and remember the times we spent tgt onboard superstar virgo.......

photo taking starts on day 2:

our super chui faces, cos we juz came back fr arcade

smile.. u're on candid camera

a grp photo, taken with our own might..

it;s a success, after 2 failures

a kiss fr me to u!!

me imitating 徐乃麟. any similarities?

could i his long-lost daughter?

trying to look like those 2 at the back

we got so addicted, we did samurai and yoga poses.

cos e restaurants behind are "Samurai" & "The Taj"

me on jac's bed, she took the upper level

SHOCKED FACES!!!!

day 3.....

class of Rm 9216 and 5095

funky in our or-bak-kiah aka sunglasses

constant walking on carpet makes my shoes clean

virgo and gemini

mama and her new found love, 徐乃麟

bye.for now.jess

back fr cruise

b4 i start blogging, i juz wanna say.. i seriously hav no idea wat is wrong with Blogger.. i spent so much time b4 finally uploading all the photos onto the post, and dunno wat happen, everythg disappeared again..

all the time spent waiting for the damn thg to upload the photos, all like this..
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sucky man..

ok anyway, back fr cruise.. last time, perhaps, tt we are gg for cruise le.. cos virgo is leaving le.. so yupz.. took the opportunity to "hav a go" at it for the last time.. the experience is quite different.. but on the whole, still a gd experience, juz like past few times..

celebrity for this trip is xi nai lin, popular taiwanese host.. haha.. mama managed to take a pic with him.. saw him when we checked in to board the ship on fri, saw him yet again when we came out fr immigration this morning.. so got start got end, very good lah..

ok lah.. as for the photos, will upload it when i find the time, and the calmness within me.. then i will upload.. haha.. scare i will slam the lappy or throw it down 16 floors when it fail to upload again..

bye.for.now.jess

chui ah!!!

ya ya.. chui ah.. all the nights of cheong-ing projs.. maybe we are juz too stubborn.. we shld render her help.. but we always reject.. cos we are afraid we need to do extra wk? i dunno...

anyway, we juz handed in our b2b major.. so it;s a big relieve.. we found out no other grp did same company as us.. quite surprised for this outcome.. i thot we may hav a competitor.. but they change company in the end.. so ya.. still wanna say, thanks for this decision.. at least it;s not competition straight at each other's face

up to the cruise in another 17 hrs time.. juz a short getaway.. completed my parts for PIM.. and send to my fav nee nee and she will send to my dear pei pei to do the compiling, i guess... so muz cheong a bit b4 i leave.. tie up some wk.. tt's y, gg to gang hao;s hse later to do the bloody BE.. ya.. gotta sound nice.. we love BE, like shit..

preparing to do lotsa cam-whoring ard the ship.. b4 it leaves for india.. all the cam-whoring with jac, think we will act dumb and dumber again.. haha.. wait for the pics to come !!

ok.. guess tt;s all ba..

bye.for.now.jess

weekly update

ya ya.. haven hav the time.. and thus, i will need to resort to doing weekly updates.. projects are killin me terribly.. and softly.. i juz feel so chui.. almost to the state of breaking le.. arghhhh.. anyway, i noe they will be over b4 i noe it.. and i wun be able to enjoy the joys of doing projs.. cos it'll be wking life soon..

anyway, my weekly update, as follows:

mon: bought my new HP.. yupz yupz.. new Hp again.. my nokia E51.. so i can go online anytime.. so long as there;s wireless..
where there;s wireless.. there's msn for me!!!

tue:think nothing much happen.. juz tt we had BE discussion.. and lin was telling me abt PS I love You.. and i started crying.. juz by listening to her.. either lin's gd in telling stories, or i'm becoming a cry baby..

wed:saw lin's blog.. realised we had some misunderstandings gg on between our 2 grps.. iron thgs out after their mcdonald's presentation.. talked til abt 6 plus.. thus, skip korean class again.. can foresee i will hav tons of probs for the next class.. mas selamat ran out of whitley detention centre.. island-wide manhunt for him..

thu: nothg much happen.. juz tt it;s b2b class again.. thot of a nick name for lecturer.. gan-dium poh neo-sium.. inspired fr the 2 chemicals, sodium and potassium.. once agian, f class student for the day..

fri: stayed at home the whole day.. nothing happen..

sat: went to sam;s place to do proj.. saw an inverted bathtub at her neighbour;s place and started to fantasise tt mas selamat may be hiding in there.. and all thr crap of sam hiding mas up in her rm.. think we are on the brink of breakdown le.. stayed til abt 8.. almost puked blood.. went to ah gong's place after tt..

sun: stayed at home the whole day.. nothg much accomplished except for BE.. watched "the adventures of wisely" on ch 8 til abt 1am..

tt's my entire schedule for 1 wk.. boring, yes i noe.. guess i juz wasted too much time doing nothg..

bye.for.now.jess