for: my ah gong

blogging at this time, it juz feels different..

was sleeping when mama came in and told me ah gong juz passed away.. was planning to visit him at the hospital after my b2b pres tmr.. haven had the time to go c him.. cos of all the projs and presentations.. come to think of it, some thgs cant wait.. if u miss this chance, u may lose it forever..

not sure y ah gong left so abruptly.. as in, he is feeling weak le, but he seems fine in the hospital.. started to eat.. but not sure y, started to stop eating again.. did he choose not to eat on purpose, or? this i will nv noe..

was young when i always frequently ah gong's place.. remember ah gong was a teacher at some vocational institute, ITE as we noe now.. he will buy me stuff.. i will nv forget the rice he cooked.. he always hav the capabilities to cook it til the rice is juz cooked. it;s hard, but u cant complain it;s not cooked.. think it;s juz nv put in enuf water.. and bak gua to go along with the rice, so i can swallow my food.. cos can psycho myself to say it;s the bak gua..

ah gong could nv rem us.. as in, not sure if he noes who's who.. but i will always call out loud to him.. "ah gong!!" guess he will be thinkin, how come my grand-daughter like tt.. muahaha.. i nv fail to "surprise" him..

to ah gong: we will take care of ourselves.. bye bye ah gong..