happi bdae xiang

"for good times, and bad times...

that's wat frens are for..."

isn't this song so true? we may be meeting less than 10 times a yr, but our friendship is still strong as ever..

we may be gossiping each time we meet up, but isn't that it;s supposed to be?

i juz love the both of u, for being there for me.. u gers are my babes.. no idea wat is life without the both of u. we may be in different unis suffering and working our asses out, but it's comforting to noe that sometime, someday, we will meet. in the meantime, occasional care and concern from u gers is wat keeps me going.

all the fun we had tonight, so scary man, we could go this mad.. we may have forget some of the details 10 yrs down the road, but the photos will be there as our constant reminder:

~our friendship is here to stay~

great, we have more photos le.. add on ot our collection ba.. so that we can reminisce how crazy we went, although we were only at Suntec.. with u gers, anywhere is alrite for me!!

it's not where we are that is important

it's who i'm with that makes the difference

bye.for.now.jess

Happy Birthday Yupei!!

haha.. it's my B1 aka yupei's bdae today.. 21 yrs ago, she's born, for the good of mankind.. muahaha.. nah, she's my bestie.. always there for us.. always showing us the lamest tricks ever. how can someone resist laughing after looking at all the "stunts" she has up her sleeves.. think the one which i will never forget is imitaing how a car does parallel parking using.. juz her legs. oh man, only she can think of all these things.

rem the times i said "are u thinking wat i'm thinkin B1?", how we spend at yoshi after GM class to gossip abt gang hao's who- and watever, how we walk with him to his hse coffeeshop to eat,how u saw my lips turn pale and i almost puke, how we spend the lazy afternoon at AMK Hub after it has open, how we endure the long 74 bus rides to and from home, how u ran for the 132 bus which i'm on, how we gossip and turn the whole PA upside down, how we spend the study breaks mugging for all the tough modules, how we endure FA tgt, listening to Manek says stuff totally alienic to us, how we endure DC now, listening to lecturer explains wat-seems-easy-but-may-not-sound-tt-easy concepts, how we measure the floorspace of delifrance using our legs, how we talked abt our sec sch days, how we explain to others that we dunno each other until we come to SIM, how we tried to appeal against our grades by condemning Swartz's lousy skills of setting exam qns, how we talk abt SSDC and all the ji-ko-pek instructors, how we acconpany each other for toilet breaks, fill water, buy lunch etc, how we like tom yam you mian, ee mian, ban mian, how we threaten GH by wanting to c** his i*, how we try to find out wat his english name is cos we only hav the fist alphabet "V", how we force him to say thgs against his wishes, how we tickle and smack him on the bus, how we try to be a wet blanket by telling him he wun be with so-and-so and so-and-so, how we rub salt in his wound by telling him it;s whoever's convo 2 fridays ago..

and the list goes on and on..

i do hope the list will go on and on, cos it will mean that our friendship will last on. i will not say forever, not that i do not believe and do not want us to be together forever, juz that forever is somethg hard to ast. wat matters is now. thus, let's not mention forever, for forever is somethg in the future which we cant foresee, cant grasp and cant determine.

let's not say much, cos all that needs to be said will be spoken in the heart

for now, it;s a simple yet meaningful bdae wish fr a fren to another..

bye.for.now.jess

happy bdae!! ah gong & pei pei!!

happy birthday to my Ah Gong!!! muahaha.. first time wishing him birthday wishes on virtual world!! so fun~ lame... anyway this is the 1st bdae which i did not spend with him.. cos i was at pei's bdae(this will be elaborated more later).. but i went over after attending pei's party.. so ya, the idea is there.. shall go visit ah gong some day soon.. so i can say "happi birthday" to him..

anyway, was at pei's party juz now.. so fun, and so many pple.. muahaha~ finally saw all her frens, pple whom i juz noe fr their photographs.. it's great to see them.. although we didn talk.. alamak~ but then it was juz fun to be there..

was waiting for nee, yan and dar at the bus stop.. long wait, but it;s ok.. then pei called and ask where was i.. opps.. didn mean to be late B1.. but i made it, after all...

then it was gossiping and making noises at the party.. SIM pple juz sit at the sofa and entertain ourselves.. bitching, gossiping, watever, u name it, we did it..

then it was cake cutting session.. thank god we had each other for company while waiting to take photos.. we were the grp tt's almost at the end of the queue.. lucky we didn hav to wait til 12 midnight for our turn.. haha (<--pei is gg to kill me when she sees this)

then we had to walk out fr aloha loyang to the main rd, cos the shuttle bus had an accident and couldn come in.. damn, it's juz so not our day.. so the 7 of us, me, nee, yan, dar, gang hao, guofeng and simon had to walk thru

aloha loyang-->costa sands-->downtown east-->bus stop

long walk, but it;s ok.. we had each other for company.. laugh, joke, tease, watever.. we juz had to find somethg to entertain ourselves so tt the journey out wun look tt long.. some gd exercises after munching on the chocolate cake.. burn off some calories in the process, i hope.. ps: cheerios to simon and guofeng, they accompanied us til our bus came.. in the end, they missed their bus.. thanks gentlemen!!

alrite, now is the time to grab a bath and slp le.. haiz.. yawnz.. and it;s off to buy xiang's pressie tmr.. yeah!!

treasure the moment, for we may never

have this chance the next time round

bye.for.now.jess

wat is wrong man??

"u noe, i can never make you understand, cos i cant make myself understand too.. i guess it's more of a lost opportunity rather than a wasted opportunity. perhaps i should hav been more vocal."

i juz chat with xuan, and am listening to "fei ni mo shu". so under the influence of these 2, i suddenly thot of the lines mentioned above. not targeted at anyone specifically, it applies to anythg in life. be it a lost job opportunity, or a chance, it all boils down to duh, A LOST OPPORTUNITY rather than a wasted opportunity.

sitting ard with ignitions and chatting all the crap, it may be the one thing i will bring along with me after graduation. i juz wonder, wat will happen to be without them?? although wat we said are juz plain crap, and sometimes, more than wat an average ear can take (muahaha), being able to sit dwn and chat is good enuf le.

.nothing much needs to be hoped for, nothing much needs to be asked.

attending the focus grp this afternoon was so "shiok". i felt like i was there to make hell out of the juniors man.. muahaha, sorry juniors.. watever i said makes sense ok.. and we are not dumbos!! but then again, it's an experience. think they cant tahan me.. i may be blacklisted.. hope it does not refect too badly on me..i dun wan to be famous in "tt manner"!!

it's not how much it's expected of you,

it's how much u wan to be expected

bye.for.now.jess

fALLEN bUT nOT cONqUEReD

i'm sick!!!!

nah.. it's juz common flu and a slight cough. have been on medicine for a few days le.. so it's not as bad as on friday, when i almost died from coughing.. dun believe, juz ask ignitions.. felt like i was some highly-virused person running around in town, waiting for CDC pple to come catch me.. muahaha.. :P but then again, dr tan's medicines work and i'm up and healthy again.

these days are juz busy preparing for biz finance test (which is over today, finally) and sales communication individual assignment. busy busy busy, tight schedule tight tight tight... haiz.. cant wait to get a breather soon.. perhaps i will be able to do that soon.. i felt so packed.. almost up to my brain le.. until i cant think properly.. can someone help me.. lead me out of this dark tunnel, i cant seem to find the source of light.

bye.for.now.jess